A Memorial Of SortsWhen someone has taken care of you for pretty much your whole life you tend to have a connection with them. When they hurt you feel the pain. When they are sad you cry. When they are happy you celebrate. When they die you are lost. A hole opens in your heart. Your world becomes so much emptier, so much colder. The only thing that keeps you going is knowing that they are no longer suffering, they are in a better place, and that they only want you to celebrate their life, enjoy your own, and do not mourn their passing.It's going to be hard to get over this loss. But it has brought the family even closer. We will make it through together.R.I.P Granddaddy. ♥ We love you.
While You Are AwayThe night is so much darkerwithout you by my side.The air is so much colderwhen I'm not in your arms.The world is so much quieterwhen I cannot hear you laugh.The world is so much emptierwhen I cannot see you smile.Here is not where I want to bewhen it's only me.
Little OneYou had the whole world ahead of you.But you never had a chance.You didn't even get to take a breathBefore you were ripped away.You had lifeFor just a momentBefore some unknown doctorTook you away.You changed a lifein a flash.You were lovedSo dearly.You'll be missed.You'll be remembered.You'll be loved.You'll never truly go away.Good bye little one.Maybe you'll come back aroundwhen the time is right.
A PleeMake the bad dreams go away.Keep the good ones here with me.Make the monsters run and hide.Leave the angels by my side.Nightmares nightmares leave me be.Someone please come set me free.
To the Child I'll Never HaveI would love you more than anything.You would be a part of meAnd the man I love.I would cherish youLike a precious gem.But I would not be able to keep you.I would be to scaredThat I would let you down.I would have toGive you away.I would love youTil my dying day,But it would be from afar.I would keep you in my heart,But you would be far away.I would give you the choiceTo know me later on.I would give you the choiceTo keep me in your lifeEven though I couldn't keep you in mine.I'll never be ready for you.I'll never be good enough to keep you.I will always worry I'd hurt you,Disappoint you,Treat you like my mother treated me.You would be my pride and joy.You would be the light in my eye.You would steal my heart.You would tear me apartAs I gave you away.