GiNgErPaNdErZ

Hello everyone!*

I know I have not been posting too much recently and that is because I am lazy. But things are coming. 

I have a few shoots, as always, lined up. But as any of you who work with other people know, making schedules match up can be almost impossible sometimes. But, that's ok. Just gives me more time to get ready and work on other projects.

Which I will tell you about now.

I have started up playing Dungeons and Dragons with my husband and a few of our friends. I have four characters right now that are all in some stage of creation or another. I will more than likely be looking for someone to commission to do some reference art for the characters when the time comes. So anyone really good at fantast art and anyone good at dragon anthro work, get at me. I have already posted one of the weapons I have drawn up. Though it started as a Soul Eater OC. I will be trying to draw more of the weapons soon and will gladly post them if anyone is interested in seeing them. I might also start posting the backstories for the characters. One is almost complete and I am actually really happy with how he is turning out. He is a character I adopted from an old friend on here back in 2012 and I started a story for him. But in all those years, I was never able to come up with anything I really liked. So if anyone is interested in reading those stories, I will post them as well. I might also do some one shot stories of some of the characters meeting each other because I cannot pass up the chance to mix some of these personalities together and see what happens.

I have also started working on a lot of my old stories that are tucked away in sta.sh. As long as I can keep the writer's block at bay, one will be posted within the week. Also, I really want to try to finish some of the major stories I have started. But we will see how it goes.

As with every other one of these journals, I am not going to make any promises. All this inspiration comes and goes like waves. I know a lot of you understand that all too well. But I am going to try my best to get something done and posted soon. I miss being active on here and I miss all the interactions I had. All of my friends on here were always such perfect catalysts for my ideas. 

I NEED SOMEONE TO MAKE ME A WATERMARK.

I know I always post this stuff and never follow through. And that is probably exactly how this is going to go. But I got a new camera and I am about to start up photography again. I have about eleven pages of basic shoot notes. So a shoot theme and then a little paragraph or two of poses and angles and outfits and stuff.

The camera is not some professional grade thing with crazy attachments and I don't have screens and lights to get my lighting perfect. I also do not have Photoshop. So I have to make sure all my pictures are done in the right light and all that the first go around. So wish me luck. I will post some stuff soon.

We decided last night to get married on Wednesday. Aka: HALLOWEEEEEEEN. Only a few people know and we are waiting to tell everyone after it happens. We are just going to the courthouse. Then next year we will have a big, proper ceremony.  Complete with obnoxiously large black gown, wedding arch made of light up plastic jack-o-lanterns, costumed guests, and lots of great ass music. I will be walking down the aisle to "Downfall of us All" by A Day To Remember. If you have not heard it, hear it. And anyone who does not know me IRL, this will give you a glimpse of who I am as a person. Any of you who have me on Facebook, please keep this a secret until we tell everyone. I AM SO EXCITED. A fall wedding has always been a dream for me. I hope all is going well for all of you. If any of you have good news too, please. Share with me. Let's celebrate together!

I love you all so much!!

Hello again, everyone!!

Here comes more empty promises!!

I am going through my gallery and am taking down a lot of old drawings and photos. The drawings will be redone and reposted eventually. I have been trying to improve my art style. And I had some pretty cool concepts. I want to try to give them more attention. I also do not want to look at that old crap anymore. It's... Embarrassing. Cringey.

So wish me luck. Feel free to let me know if there is something you have seen that you want redone. And if anyone I did any art for is still around and wants their stuff redone, let me know. Most of my lovely people have deactivated their accounts, so I really don't know who is still around anymore.

I have actually started writing again. The motivation has returned for the moment. There should be something new posted soon. Keep an eye out. And uh... How do I do that fancy stuff that makes the letters all bold and stuff again...?

K. Thx. Bye.